Taking the Dogs to the Beach
Took my dogs to the beach today -the old lady Sara and
the young upstart Emmy.
Sara, a lab mix, used to live to go places but is now mostly confined to the yard; she was very excited!
Nevertheless, I had to lift all 95lbs of her
into the back of my Prius.
Emmy, my sharp and alert 68 pound Sheppard
practically jumped over us to fit in as well.
They smelled the beach miles before we arrived.
The car fogged up with dog breath.
Out like we came in, old lady Sara huffing and puffing
before we got 10 feet from the car, Emmy already annoyed at the slow pace.
30 yards from where we started, Sara lies down near the lapping shore of the sea. Her eyes and her memory were much bigger than her arthritic body could manage. No frolicking in the surf, no chasing of balls sticks, birds or sea foam.
This was it.
She could go no further. She lay panting in the sand, staring out to sea.
Emmy wined and pulled on the leash saying without any words: “come on let’s go!”
I wonder what she sees, my old friend, in the rhythmic pounding of the surf, the eternal grinding down of things.
Does she know?
Perhaps…
All that lives must die,
all things flow back to the sea from which they came.
The best we can do is remember the good things
and not be afraid.
For God will not leave us comfortless.
- George Gittleman