Simply put, I am not ready to be in a relationship.
I was thinking about this at work today and I have to work on myself and love myself before trying to get to know anyone....and the reason I know this is because for the past several years I have tried to sustain several relationship and it hasn't worked. It usually boils down to me wanting what I simply cannot have.
I don't want to chase after what I can't have anymore. I am worth so much more and it just makes me sad.
If I never have a relationship that's okay. Perhaps some great force or spirit has something special in store for me. Something that I need to focus on and do alone.
For all of you out there who do have someone special....love them and cherish them for they are truly wonderful.
~Namaste~
Jill