Two years ago I embarked on a venture that conventional wisdom says is next to impossible, to start a retail/service business with no capital. I had skills, equipment, persistence, and a willingness to work long hours (which are, of course, capital of a sort) but virtually no money. Other than a $5,000 loan from a friend, the business has been self-financing from day one. Sadly, this has not proven to be a sustainable business model. There are several reasons for this.
Everything is more expensive when you do not have money; you cannot take advantage of good deals when they are there; you have to buy only what you actually need. You buy in smaller quantities, which is more expensive. You pay rush charges because you could not stock up in advance, and need something in a hurry to fill an order. And sometimes supplies are simply not available when you need them. You pay overdraft charges because you are always close to the edge, and sometimes slip over.
Another important area that gets neglected when you have no spare money is advertising. There is no question that advertising pays, but you have to put out quite a lot before you see much return for it. So if you don’t have a lot to put out, you tend to skimp on the advertising.
Equipment needs replacing, especially as another easy way of saving money in the short term is to skimp on servicing. My main printer that generates a large portion of my income reached the end of its useful life and I had to spend $2,500 to replace it. Had I not replaced it, I may as well have closed the doors right then.
And then, let’s face it, I am not much of a businessman. Paperwork and organization, and especially legal and financial matters are things that I find it impossible to keep track of. I have observed that money-handling skills in particular are regarded as a kind of virtue (as distinct from a mere convenience) in our culture, and the lack of them is seem as being somehow immoral. In any case this lack makes it hard to be successful in business.
Some of these failings would not be a problem if this were not a one-person business. If I do not do it, it does not get done. Consequently the things I enjoy doing get done, and the things I do not enjoy doing get pushed aside. It is not that I enjoy chaos; I would much prefer to work in an orderly and well-organized way. It is not even that I am incapable of organization; I have set up systems and written user manuals and programmed computers, all of which depend on good organizational skills. My problem is that by force of circumstance I had to start making money right away, and could not spare any time or attention for setting up systems or organizing paperwork, and once it has built up to a certain point the whole idea of organizing it all becomes overwhelming, for me at least.
And finally, my private life demanded considerable time and attention for several months recently, at the expense of business.
So all of these factors have brought me to the point where I see little option but to close the doors. After shaking all the trees I can think of (and coming up with more than half of the money) I am still about $5,000 short of what I need to come up with to avoid getting evicted. The landlord’s lawyer is completely uncompromising and says that I must come up with all the money or a cosigner for he balance. I will try to reason directly with the landlord, but he says he will be guided by the lawyer’s opinion.
The irony is that the very fact that I have survived for two years against all these odds is a shining testament to the viability of the business. If I had in fact started with the kind of money you would normally budget for a business like this, I would be very happy with my position right now. I am almost breaking even after two years, and I have a lot of satisfied customers; much of my work is repeat business. Every day people come in and express delight at finding our what I do. I have also continually expanded the range of services I offer. I still believe that with a relatively modest amount of investment it can be very successful. I do have the prospect of funds from the sale of shares in a former business, but not until April, and that is too late, and not certain enough for the landlord’s lawyer.
Please do not think I am whining; I do not feel I have singled out for harsh treatment. I think that it is unfortunate that the one paramount ingredient of success in our culture, money, is so unevenly distributed; that we value cheapness over quality; that we reward aggression rather than compassion and understanding. In another value system perhaps a person with all of my failings could still be successful using the skills I do have. But much as I would like to change it, things are the way they are and I have to deal with reality.
So unless some angel appears or I get a huge amount of work in the next couple of days I will be forced to bid farewell to both my business and my home, and then try to figure out what comes next. I would very much like to continue to do what I do, and I have a very large number of satisfied clients, but I have been putting so much energy into trying to salvage the situation that I have given little thought to the future. In any case I will safeguard all my files and archives, and make them available to customers who need copies of work I have done for them.
If you feel like responding, right now it is not helpful to be told how I could have avoided the situation if only I had done something in the past, or how to overcome the personal demons that hamper my success; these are worthy subjects for a more reflective time, but right now the boat is sinking fast. Rafts and flotation devices would be great. People with more money than they need looking for something good to do with it would be just wonderful. (It doesn’t have to be the full amount; if I cannot raise enough to stay afloat, I will not take up any offers of loans.) Sympathy and good wishes help.
Thanks for reading all the way to the bottom!
Patrick Brinton
Looks Good on Paper
1190 Gravenstein Hwy S
Sebastopol, CA 95472
707-479-6124