Juicy Sex

[FireFox]

Never mind.
There are more important things then matters
of the flesh.
There are things beyond the physcial body that
matter more now.:yinyang:

[mykil]

It’s truly all in ones soul!
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I have been practicing social studies for sometime now; I can appreciate every aspect of every soul. I really don’t care what anyone things about man are from Mars woman are from Venus indifferences anymore. We are all one peoples period! I love to make people feel good about themselves everyday I am alive in everyday life itself. This is real! The varieties of people and the vast different personalities are beyond question, yet we are all the same. We’ve evolved past a certain point and just took a chill pill on the growing stage in our lives. I laugh everyday to no extent in our society today.
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The vast majority of people that think they are way better than everyone else is enormous. If you flirt with someone they automatically presume they are better than you and this makes them feel superb and supreme. I enjoy this and take advantage of this situation at every turn. There is nothing like having the ability to chase away a “tweeker chick” that walks into my store ready to try and swindle me out of whatever it is she wants at the time. They are sooo cute with their thoughts on “oh this is going to be an easy target” approach toward you and “BAM” oh I am out of here this dude is crazyyyyyyyy! I have chased away soooo many that I have a strong reputation of being this way and they don’t even bother trying to duke me out of anything any more, they just stay away. My reputation is way worth my stability and security.
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I can say the same things about pretty much everyone that happens upon my world in general. I have made some extreme friends while just moving others right on down the their own journey in life. I can choose and pick whom I want to stick around just by manipulating my environment, plain and simple, people are easy to manipulate. I enjoy the company I keep and IF I like you, you don’t have a chance, you will be my friend! If I don’t think you are up to the challenge, which 99.9 percent are not, you won’t even be able to get my weight and height let alone my real phone number. But it is extremely cute that you think you have my ~number~! So little people know the true me that it is truly beyond their gift to even try and explain me other than he is a flirt, don’t go near him if you know what’s go for you! Keeping people at bay is an extreme sport to me and I do this with no one even suspecting this is going on. By being as shallow as one can get you just might presume I am not your type, but it reality you are not my type… or we are not each others type…
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I love my ability to be able flirt with a woman and see the vast differences in their everyday lives. I can flirt with a woman and have her feel so wonderful about herself yet at the same time be completely repulsed by my nature, [oh by the way I flirt with everyone but the woman give the best responses]. It is just a wonderful feeling to make someone feel wonderful about their abilities in their own true world. Just flirting, making someone feel special and see where they take it. In his or her own “spiritual path” This in itself will prevail someone’s true nature. I even have a particular line that I have come accustom to using to get to the bottom of meeting someone within the first ten seconds I acquire his or her passing next to my bubble.
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If I find a woman attractive in general she will stick around for a few extra moments in time till I myself can evaluate what and whom or what kind of danger it might possess just getting to know her. This is easy enough for me to handle. Sense I have been in a steady relationship over this past year I have been more on the verge of being extremely selective in whom I will try and get a little closer to and whom I will not. Although I am in an open relationship at this moment, it has been going toward the serious side for sometime, and the ups and downs are a fragile mix so I am trying not to rock the boat in to many directions. WE break up about every week the closer we get it seems and I am not sure where in this lifetime we will call the whole thing off. I just know I was soo drawn to this woman from the get that it took me well over a year to accomplish just a kiss and that was a long hard haul that I am not just willing to walk away from just yet knowing all well that it will never work out.
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So it goes without saying I enjoy the chase, the easiness of the everyday bonding with just one soul is appealing at time, but to each their own, is for sure. I got an email a few weeks ago the I should not have responded to, yet I did in a rude fashion, stating that I should be ashamed of not being with one single soul and that I am missing out on this sort of style of living. To me this is shallow, to assume that everyone must just settle down and bond and mate is like saying you have no rights in this world. You might as well take away my freedom of speech. And to presume that I am not in a stead y relationship is also absurd. Err cute I should say. Cause the world is definitely my playground!
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At any point I forgot where on this earth I was going with this other than you need to learn how to have a little fun in everyday life trying to find you desired mate. Don’t let the world get you down, laugh with the world and make you own true acceptations and boundaries and the rest will come. If you truly want to find you’re soul mate, looking for him in every man that comes your way is good advise, yet might not be such a good idea judging him too quickly. Being picky about what you are looking for and attracting the right one for you is easier said than done this is for sure. The world is not really passing you by this at the speed of light you body is projecting. That you have to pounce on opportunity is my way of life that is for sure, yet getting to your destination can be acquired with the same results in a different fashion at the same exact moment is just as easy. There really are ways around having to date someone just to find out their true nature. Studying social studies in school is a suggestion that might help you understand human nature in more wayz that one. Seeing you steady tunnel vision toward settling down with a new direction added to you own true world might help you and enlighten you to even find out what you want today might not be what you want tomorrow!
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I know what I want out of this life and I it aint going to happen! Being twenty-one once again just aint going to happen, but knowing this is half the battle! Moving forward and having a steady communication with my own true self is. I know how I myself am working and what I truly enjoy. I enjoy chasing people from my life running and screaming as fast as they can, alwayz taking something from me in the process weather they like it or not. While all the time looking for a true friend in all the chaos hoping to bond with true beings and not the store bough varieties I see so steadily. Not the ones that are on the path of spiritual enlightenment while all the time being better than me cause they know the meanings in life so clearly. Not the ones that seem to take one sidedness of everyone’s views as their own view.
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I love to find out things for myself no matter what anyone sayz and would hope everyone would do the same. I really am not particular to choosing friends that feel they need all the things that I have in my life that I find out there so often. What is mine is mine I worked hard for this. This includes my views of life in general get your own! If you feel the need to view the world the same way I do yet lack your own true expression remember I am not a guru!
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My possessions I have collected, of course they are cool, that is why I have them, if you like them you may collect something just like mine, now go out and find your own and we can compare and start a club! Taking something from me in the heat of passion cause you like it will get you banned from my world this is for certain!
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Being truly connected to one’s true self and its surroundings is of importance to me, knowing you are who you are and what you want out of life is important yet knowing this can change at any given moment is of equal importance yes? What I collect today may be not what I do desire tomorrow. I am a collector of certain extremely hard to find objects that would not even seem particular to my character or essence. I really should have been gay but I’m not, just a tab bit flamboyant to say the least. Really nice sterling puts me over the edge, along with things that where extremely hard to find even at the turn of the century. But they are only possessions and not to be taken to seriously.
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Money is money and for the most part is only little green pieces of paper. If you like this substance maybe you should by a newspaper cause they are made of paper too! Ill buy you some die and you can turn it green.
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At any rate form one day to the next it is nice not to get to lonely. I have a fiend that is not gay, yet he enjoys the company of a man more than a woman. He has had the same partner for over twenty years. They are inseparable. Yet they are not gay. Each person has their own likes and dislikes in the worlds today. WE all need someone or something to make us whole. Not having the connection will drive you crazy and there does seem to be a higher suicide rate with lonely people. Having a pet usually takes on a whole new meaning for the lonely. But in true nature jumping the gun and being miserable in your own true hell is just bad. Look before you leap and find your own path at weeding out the ones that will last a lifetime has to be a top priority in ones true life. Friend that last a week were truly not real friends that where meant to be. Friends that last a lifetime are. Seeking these people out is a truly remarkable task in itself. Why stop at one when you can have as many as you wish. WE are all the same. Finding a true friend is easy if you try. Finding a thousand people that are not going to stand by you through thick and thin is easy too!
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In my life I do not change, the environment around me changes dramatically and I just get to watch my world pass me by!
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Just a vent for the day and a vast supplement of things that you can contemplate at any given moment in any given day. Respond and tell me what a freak I am please and that will be worth the vent! PEACE!
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BWT; this is just a small variety of the shallowness locked in my brain. If you wish I will blurt more and resurrect any ones soul that needs to be temped to make their own true day a happier and better livable enjoyable path of self pity they desire sooo truly In the world today…
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[MsTerry]

Respond and tell me what a freak I am please
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Mykil, you are a Free k

[shellebelle]

You are not a freak my dear and not shallow (despite your desire to be so) though I think sometimes you speak a language the world is confused by but it is you and fun. Though since I usually get your conversations does that make me a freak ahhh none the less I am happy to know you, tease you and laugh with you!

HUGS

Your personal voyeur.


But in true nature jumping the gun and being miserable in your own true hell is just bad. Look before you leap and find your own path at weeding out the ones that will last a lifetime has to be a top priority in ones true life. Friend that last a week were truly not real friends that where meant to be. Friends that last a lifetime are. Seeking these people out is a truly remarkable task in itself. Why stop at one when you can have as many as you wish. WE are all the same. Finding a true friend is easy if you try. Finding a thousand people that are not going to stand by you through thick and thin is easy too!
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BWT; this is just a small variety of the shallowness locked in my brain. If you wish I will blurt more and resurrect any ones soul that needs to be temped to make their own true day a happier and better livable enjoyable path of self pity they desire sooo truly In the world today…

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[MsTerry]

Mykil has a right to be what ever he wants to be!
(and he is doing it with gusto)



You are not a freak my dear and not shallow (despite your desire to be so) though I think sometimes you speak a language the world is confused by but it is you and fun. Though since I usually get your conversations does that make me a freak ahhh none the less I am happy to know you, tease you and laugh with you!

HUGS

Your personal voyeur.

[shellebelle]

LOL He can want to be all sort of things but he's not necessarily how he perceives himself. Just because our personal perception is . . . well what it is; doesn't mean its right. We often see ourselves far more critically than the world around us does.



Mykil has a right to be what ever he wants to be!
(and he is doing it with gusto)