Resolute Ambivalence

[Timothy Gega]

Resolute Ambivalence

I doubt that you could help me. I doubt that you can see. <o:p></o:p>
I doubt that my own ambivalence could ever comfort me. <o:p></o:p>
I doubt that you are listening, I even doubt you even care. <o:p></o:p>
I doubt that Love will find me. I doubt that you'll be there. <o:p></o:p>
I doubt if you could please me. I doubt you'll hear this song. <o:p></o:p>
I doubt you'd ever do me right. I doubt you'd ever do no wrong. <o:p></o:p>
I doubt your vows, I doubt your Love, I even doubt your song. <o:p></o:p>
With all the Goodness in your heart, I doubt you'd last that long. <o:p></o:p>
I doubt its left, I doubt its right, I doubt its in-between. <o:p></o:p>
I doubt I think in circles. I doubt I sound so mean. <o:p></o:p>
I doubt I'm moving backwards. I doubt I'm right on track. <o:p></o:p>
I doubt its one step forward. I doubt its two steps back. <o:p></o:p>
I doubt you know the meaning of all I say to you. <o:p></o:p>
I doubt that you'll reciprocate this path I walk for two. <o:p></o:p>
My confidence is shaken. I'm jaded through and through. <o:p></o:p>
I doubt the facts, I doubt the truth in everything I do. <o:p></o:p>
I'm not a Doubting Thomas, I doubt he lives in me. <o:p></o:p>
I doubt I'm all that skeptical, but I doubt I could feel free. <o:p></o:p>
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©2009 Tim Gega<o:p></o:p>