Timothy Gega
10-13-2014, 06:52 AM
I came here to clear my mind of the twisted feelings that happen everyday<o:p></o:p>
to too many kind people by unenlightened individuals.<o:p></o:p>
They can’t help it, they are Sleepwalking through life.<o:p></o:p>
They are just thinking out loud, unaware of their own words or actions.<o:p></o:p>
They engage me and then insult me for their own mistakes.<o:p></o:p>
<o:p></o:p>
I reflected on my own thoughts of confusion and anger.<o:p></o:p>
I feel used, I feel numb, I feel alone and invisible.<o:p></o:p>
I don’t know what I did to get into their twisted headspace.<o:p></o:p>
<o:p></o:p>I’ve asked for Forgiveness, but there was none given to me.<o:p></o:p>
How can they live with themselves ignoring the truth?<o:p></o:p>
<o:p></o:p>
I started watching the birds in the sky who were putting on a show for me.<o:p></o:p>
They glided in the air without a care in the world but to fly free.<o:p></o:p>
Their freedom reminded me of the antithesis to my own situation here on Earth.<o:p></o:p>
I thought about the fulfilling emotion of Complete Forgiveness.<o:p></o:p>
<o:p></o:p>
I decided to make a list of all the names and reasons for my own pain<o:p></o:p>
and began to Forgive them for their Indiscretions.<o:p></o:p>
In my heart, I forgave them one by one, hurt by hurt.<o:p></o:p>
After all this, I realized that I have to Forgive myself too.<o:p></o:p>
I forgave myself for expecting someone else to make me feel connected.<o:p></o:p>
I Forgave myself and the burden began to lift along with the fog in my mind.<o:p></o:p>
<o:p></o:p>
The Ocean, the sky, the mountains, and the air,<o:p></o:p>
all became crystal clear once again.<o:p></o:p>
<o:p></o:p>Yet, I couldn’t help but wonder:<o:p></o:p>
What kind of universe are these poor souls living in<o:p></o:p>
when they cannot Forgive another person?<o:p></o:p>
<o:p></o:p>
What kind of Unfulfilled Life do they really live,<o:p></o:p>
when they themselves are<o:p></o:p>
Unforgiven?<o:p></o:p>
<o:p></o:p>
UNFORGIVEN<o:p></o:p>
<o:p></o:p>
UNFORGIVEN<o:p></o:p>
<o:p></o:p>
I Forgave Them<o:p></o:p>
<o:p></o:p>
<o:p>
</o:p>
©2007 Tim Gega<o:p></o:p>
<o:p></o:p>
to too many kind people by unenlightened individuals.<o:p></o:p>
They can’t help it, they are Sleepwalking through life.<o:p></o:p>
They are just thinking out loud, unaware of their own words or actions.<o:p></o:p>
They engage me and then insult me for their own mistakes.<o:p></o:p>
<o:p></o:p>
I reflected on my own thoughts of confusion and anger.<o:p></o:p>
I feel used, I feel numb, I feel alone and invisible.<o:p></o:p>
I don’t know what I did to get into their twisted headspace.<o:p></o:p>
<o:p></o:p>I’ve asked for Forgiveness, but there was none given to me.<o:p></o:p>
How can they live with themselves ignoring the truth?<o:p></o:p>
<o:p></o:p>
I started watching the birds in the sky who were putting on a show for me.<o:p></o:p>
They glided in the air without a care in the world but to fly free.<o:p></o:p>
Their freedom reminded me of the antithesis to my own situation here on Earth.<o:p></o:p>
I thought about the fulfilling emotion of Complete Forgiveness.<o:p></o:p>
<o:p></o:p>
I decided to make a list of all the names and reasons for my own pain<o:p></o:p>
and began to Forgive them for their Indiscretions.<o:p></o:p>
In my heart, I forgave them one by one, hurt by hurt.<o:p></o:p>
After all this, I realized that I have to Forgive myself too.<o:p></o:p>
I forgave myself for expecting someone else to make me feel connected.<o:p></o:p>
I Forgave myself and the burden began to lift along with the fog in my mind.<o:p></o:p>
<o:p></o:p>
The Ocean, the sky, the mountains, and the air,<o:p></o:p>
all became crystal clear once again.<o:p></o:p>
<o:p></o:p>Yet, I couldn’t help but wonder:<o:p></o:p>
What kind of universe are these poor souls living in<o:p></o:p>
when they cannot Forgive another person?<o:p></o:p>
<o:p></o:p>
What kind of Unfulfilled Life do they really live,<o:p></o:p>
when they themselves are<o:p></o:p>
Unforgiven?<o:p></o:p>
<o:p></o:p>
UNFORGIVEN<o:p></o:p>
<o:p></o:p>
UNFORGIVEN<o:p></o:p>
<o:p></o:p>
I Forgave Them<o:p></o:p>
<o:p></o:p>
<o:p>
</o:p>
©2007 Tim Gega<o:p></o:p>
<o:p></o:p>