A girl thats been my friend for a number of years ive started to develop feelings for her. we get along well, we talk about ANYTHING, from politics to pornography. hehe. Anyhow, she has a boyfriend who lives in america and he has cheated on her. but shes stuck by him. I don't know why, i never asked. The guy seems to be kind of selfish as she waits up nights to talk to him online and he doesnt show up as often as you think a committed person would.
She's tired every day, a) because she stays up b) she can't sleep anyway because shes stressed, anxious and c) she doesnt have much to do at home, that may not seem like a reason but it is.
I know i could make her happy, she always comes to me if she needs a bit of comfort, shes quite small compared to me but we kinda just fit when she wants a hug or something. We have the best conversations, but she doesnt come online to talk to anyone other than her boyfriend much, except on myspace. which i don't have.
I just want to know how i could be with her. I have a strong feeling a relationship between us could work out, for quite a while, if not indefinately.
I don't know exactly how i could do what i want to do though.